Today is the day I wish I wouldnt pass. Today is the worst day of my life (so far). I wish tomorrow will be better better and better.
I promise not to dissapoint my parents anymore. They’re pretty old and they deserve a smile and proud not sad and dissapoint.

~★~★~ permanent stupid ~★~★~

I feel like I have been studying like 24/7 but fuck! My finals result shows that I’m a total stupid. What the heck is going on with me? I’m done god, I’m done! My parents are dissapointed and I think that is the worst thing I ever done.
God I dont know what is your plan but please at least just dont make my parents cry pls